lol
long time did not write in blogger le
but it seem like no one also care about this platform le
when i see the post i type....
is like i am just a devil trying to be an angel...
complaining all day long with words indirectly...
days did get better
but what's the use?
i know i change
a lot.......
but i'm still here
the past mii is still here
but who would care?
i don't even know if i can still trust anyone....
or believe in anything...
i think i have begin to hate myself....
the one that would just say and not do
the one that only know how to think
that tell many lies
that.....
bitch.....
i want to be who i am before
but its hard....
i don't even remember how i was like....
when i see the people around me...
one by one change
it seem to me that i did not change
but as i turn and see the thing of the past me
i realised that WOW i changed
to someone i used to hate
someone who only know themselves
i feel so weary
i don't want to open my eye to see myself changing
but life still carry on
i have to open to the world i live in
i want to cry
but where is my tears?
where is the comfort words?
........ Labels: don't petend, ok?
