since wen?
到底是从什么时候开始的...
我喜欢上那个他？
是2007 还是2008？
那时候又是为什么没跟他告白？
为什么????
I have watch so many shows, drama...
almost all say to have courage...
but show is always still show.
they dun really come true in reality.
i thou i have forgt
but it turn out that i will forever rmb it
just like the incident that made mi change
There is so many times where i just wish
that i was never in that ugly world i faced
but if i did not go throu that
will i be able to see u again?
will i have the courage?
will i then not reject u?
will u say that to mi?
will u have not hesitate?
will we then be tgh?
will i be more happy?
will i smile more?
will i trust anyone?
i must be really sick...
a sickness that cant be cured....
forever....
btw i started to go run in the morning at Chinese garden
with dad!
start night wash
and jumping session (have not been doing since the first one)
restarted beading and kniting!
going to end poly life soon T.T
monday will be last presentation
and after that...
EXAM!
then...
INTERNSHIP!!!
got to work with friend
so not bad ^^
now still waiting for his reply
keep having the feeling to pester him
but i know that he now need to focus on his academic first
AHHHHHHHH
mi want secure
mi want answers!!!!
a clear and firm answersssss
then i will spill all answers that u want!!!!
i promise!
i cant wait!!!!
but still
have to wait T.T
who tell mi to reject him first
who tell mi to confess now *>*
waaaaaaaaaaa
just want to tell the future mi,
dun u dare to cry if he reject u!
u just deserve it.
so just accept that.
he have his life,
if he like someone else,
then just accept it.
control your feeling!
its not like u have never done it before
just take a deep breath and suck it all in.
tell urself its okays,
form then on stop having feeling to him.
thats all...
just rmb
你曾暗恋过那个他
可你也曾拒绝过他
所以要怪就怪自己
当初因为害怕
而没答应的事！
可是现在的你依然喜欢那个他
依然希望他也喜欢你
所以
加油 加油 再加油！
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